please understand me, my walls came falling down.

to my little long, lost blog:
i am so so terribly sorry that i've left you untouched for so long. you see, i haven't forgotten you. in fact, i think about you quite often. it's not you, it is most certainly and undeniably me. i've had a trying few weeks that i've been feeling totally indifferent towards and i have yet to find the right words to verbalize my thoughts on the turns my life is taking. just know that i still love you dearly and am going to try my hardest to make sure you grow up to be everything you deserve to be.
that being said, attatched is a brief list of some thoughts i've been meaning to share with you.
love always, a. atsea.

-revolutionary road: the most touching film i have ever seen. it broke my heart twice over and i wish it would do so over and over again.
-i am incredibly lucky to be a dance major. my job is to work hard, play hard and create hard. the problem is i've been falling amazingly short of the playing and creating portion, in turn decreasing the appearance of the fruits of my labor. i can only hope and pray that this means i'm turning a steep corner. at least that's what my intuition tells me. i pray it be correct.
-on a similar note, my brain is swollen with creative ideas that my body cannot spit out. it's entirely too frustrating.
- i need a haircut and i need new music. and i don't know where to look.
- i wish we had more followers. how incredibly selfish and superficial of me.

love.